Colors

So quick to tell me what color my eyes are
To stand up tall and say everyone sees through another color
You are the ones who can’t see, blinded
But these are the truths you fathom for your heart to strive on
So that you can feel alive
If you were close enough as you claim
You’d see the shades of you and I and everyone else who’s left something behind
Every word or every action
Nameless and Faceless is how you left a shade
Because when the world falls dark and all we have spoke in to existence is as empty as it came it will have done nothing for the good of this one
Who feeds my bones .

Salty Love

The salt effort never quite did enough for me
I turn every where to shine to be seen, not to love
Every humans fall back to parade around to be noticed to gain appeal
The weeks preface themselves with a sermon
I recognize it in myself
I see it in you
Am I the only one who realizes no one really breaks free
Honestly what is it to you if I fly?
Or if the life I choose to lead lets me die
From the way I breathe in to the way I breathe out,
This is just how I am
Blind to whom I really am
Blind to whom I am becoming
I hate to say it, but I think the good one made some mistakes while creating my bones.
They are magnets to all the right terms that make me dissect myself,
I am thinking right about now, to be worldly and not convict myself would be better.
Not to have to understand the actions and thoughts that go though yours and my bones.
We are so mislead and misguided.
We grow up believing that love is beauty, and beauty is what I say you are.
Unless you can give me anything better
Words of a king
Give me that satisfaction, just give me my price
It’s never enough to be on my knees
Never enough that my heart needs to feel more than the taste of salt.

Sailing

I found the greatest escape right to your heart
oh God
Where has mine gonewhat facious things have i been following
to get to the place my eyes are so dry
Where have you been
and are you coming back
I have come so far
and cant move any further
there are things in my bones and noises in my skin i cant get away from

you have to come back
we are your people
we are all you have left too
we are you peoplewe are your mistake
A value i can where for my own
embedded in all i see even if its not me

what good does it do if relfections are my only reality
You say take this ship and sail it for your own good
but you forget you forget to blow
What good does a boat do with no wind
what good is my heart with no love
what good are we people
but to be beautifully mistaken
sail or no sail

Sideways

My life is all sideways
but i don't want you to worry because i can still see strait
a simple concept that no one but the broken can really understand
we can all wave our flags of white and sing beautiful melody's
and say we are the ones being truly displaced


but not anymore
we want it to change

but nothing ever really changes
we can call it new and give it new words
but its all the same
nothing ever really changes


And who are you to say you hold this world up more because
you have a talent for the world to see
who are you to believe in what you have made up
What have you really done

It's all transitional like the way a bird learns to fly
the way the bird is a crow
the way the crow feeds of the dead


Who am i to believe now
i believed in you, how different you seemed to be
but you were just a new word with the same root

but nothing ever really changes
its all the same
nothing ever really changes